My Desk
What it means to me12 total reviews
Comment from F. William Lester
Keep the faith, Jesse. One step at a time. They add up and soon will be a mile. It takes time. Write. Write. Write. Fill that journal with your thoughts, fears, wonders, and hopes. Burn the bad ones and keep the good ones - read the good ones every day. You'll make it. I know you will. Be well and have a great day. Frank
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Keep the faith, Jesse. One step at a time. They add up and soon will be a mile. It takes time. Write. Write. Write. Fill that journal with your thoughts, fears, wonders, and hopes. Burn the bad ones and keep the good ones - read the good ones every day. You'll make it. I know you will. Be well and have a great day. Frank
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from Pamusart
Hi, Jesse
I see a lot of positives in your self reflective Including work here
You are surprisingly honest about all your feelings. I am there with you. Most of my friends have dropped me like a hot potato too because I can't go anywhere and do things with them like hikes or whatever else they want to do
But you can do more than I can if you will be walking soon. I could use the walker around the apartment, and I could use it outside of the apartment but only within my assisted facility. Why? Because I have seizures and I go unconscious without notice
I'll never go anywhere outside of the facility with it.
I think you're doing very well and at least you have caregivers. I will run out of my long-term care insurance in a few years and I won't be able to afford caregivers I won't be able to afford to stay here. So that is something I worry about a lot.
Very nice to hear from you and based on what you're saying, I think you're getting to a better place in your life
Thank you, my friend for posting this
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Hi, Jesse
I see a lot of positives in your self reflective Including work here
You are surprisingly honest about all your feelings. I am there with you. Most of my friends have dropped me like a hot potato too because I can't go anywhere and do things with them like hikes or whatever else they want to do
But you can do more than I can if you will be walking soon. I could use the walker around the apartment, and I could use it outside of the apartment but only within my assisted facility. Why? Because I have seizures and I go unconscious without notice
I'll never go anywhere outside of the facility with it.
I think you're doing very well and at least you have caregivers. I will run out of my long-term care insurance in a few years and I won't be able to afford caregivers I won't be able to afford to stay here. So that is something I worry about a lot.
Very nice to hear from you and based on what you're saying, I think you're getting to a better place in your life
Thank you, my friend for posting this
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from Alexandra Trovato
I must use a walker right now too. It stinks because I've had MS for over 30 years but now the walking problem leads to other problems. I get it. You are in good company.
You voted! You're writing! You're gaining perspective! All good. Change is daunting but not always bad. I wish you the best!
Keep us updated, please.
Alex :)
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I must use a walker right now too. It stinks because I've had MS for over 30 years but now the walking problem leads to other problems. I get it. You are in good company.
You voted! You're writing! You're gaining perspective! All good. Change is daunting but not always bad. I wish you the best!
Keep us updated, please.
Alex :)
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from Debbie D'Arcy
Dear Jesse, I have a condition that affects my balance and mobility so I know a little about how down we can become. And looking back on the past is a natural habit when we don't feel (literally) grounded in the present. But, yes, organising oneself with paperwork can be great therapy - Tidy desk, tidy mind. Also ensuring that your home setting is fully equipped with grab handles etc and anything that can make your day to day living as stress-free as possible. Change can be a challenge but, there again, managing it and having a fresh face in your life may well prove very satisfying. Try not to be too harsh on yourself. From the sound of it you've got an exciting hurdle (not literally:)) ahead and I will look forward to hearing how you achieve that goal. Bless you, Debbie
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Dear Jesse, I have a condition that affects my balance and mobility so I know a little about how down we can become. And looking back on the past is a natural habit when we don't feel (literally) grounded in the present. But, yes, organising oneself with paperwork can be great therapy - Tidy desk, tidy mind. Also ensuring that your home setting is fully equipped with grab handles etc and anything that can make your day to day living as stress-free as possible. Change can be a challenge but, there again, managing it and having a fresh face in your life may well prove very satisfying. Try not to be too harsh on yourself. From the sound of it you've got an exciting hurdle (not literally:)) ahead and I will look forward to hearing how you achieve that goal. Bless you, Debbie
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from LJbutterfly
Hi Jesse,
I am so glad to hear from you and glad you are sharing with your FanStory family. I understand that physical health issues can cause anxiety and depression. But I also know we can't focus on the unpleasant things in our life.
The good news is, you're getting important things done at your desk. The other thing is that, as online friends and caregivers leave...they pave the way for new friends, caregivers, and new beginnings. Your dad was right. "The only constant in life is change." That holds true for everyone's life.
Like you, I use a walker, and do seated, chair exercises each day. I, too, am looking to get stronger. We will get there. I promise.
The other good news is...you are a writer. Journaling always helps, and sharing with other writer friends lifts spirits. Continue your beautiful upbeat attitude and you will reap the benefits. Thanks for sharing.
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Hi Jesse,
I am so glad to hear from you and glad you are sharing with your FanStory family. I understand that physical health issues can cause anxiety and depression. But I also know we can't focus on the unpleasant things in our life.
The good news is, you're getting important things done at your desk. The other thing is that, as online friends and caregivers leave...they pave the way for new friends, caregivers, and new beginnings. Your dad was right. "The only constant in life is change." That holds true for everyone's life.
Like you, I use a walker, and do seated, chair exercises each day. I, too, am looking to get stronger. We will get there. I promise.
The other good news is...you are a writer. Journaling always helps, and sharing with other writer friends lifts spirits. Continue your beautiful upbeat attitude and you will reap the benefits. Thanks for sharing.
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from Wendy G
Thank you for sharing, Jesse, and with honesty. I saw many positives - firstly, the wonderful news that you are now on your feet, and walking. It doesn't matter if you are using a walker - you have still come a long way from a couple of years ago. Also you have tackled those required jobs and completed them - that will give you a sense of satisfation and accomplishment. They're done! I am sorry your worker is leaving, but see this as an opportunity to meet someone new and make another friend. Yes, every day is a new start, a fresh beginning, for all of us. Hang in there. You've got this.
Wendy
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Thank you for sharing, Jesse, and with honesty. I saw many positives - firstly, the wonderful news that you are now on your feet, and walking. It doesn't matter if you are using a walker - you have still come a long way from a couple of years ago. Also you have tackled those required jobs and completed them - that will give you a sense of satisfation and accomplishment. They're done! I am sorry your worker is leaving, but see this as an opportunity to meet someone new and make another friend. Yes, every day is a new start, a fresh beginning, for all of us. Hang in there. You've got this.
Wendy
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from LateBloomer
Hi Jesse, it is so good to see you in print. You have been missed. Your writing is thought-provoking and most relatable. Of note:
I've even sent in my ballot, voting ahead of schedule knowing I will make a difference.
(Yes, every vote counts; very vote makes a difference. It doesn't matter what side of the aisle you are on.)
I'm sorry that Grace, your caregiver, is moving on. I know that you grow fond of your caregivers, and I believe that all of them have been fond of you as well.
I liked your father's saying, "The only constant in life is change."
That saying jogged my memory to when I used to work. I also had a saying ... "The only rule is...there are No rules."
I also liked:
Everything starts from now.
(J, the above is so true.)
Jesse, your writing is heartfelt. I'm cheering for you that One day You will walk across the room with No help at all. How wonderful that will be. Till then. There is hope.
It's so good to see you writing again. One of the best things about FS is that there is always a Light on. Someone is always there. Someone is waiting for someone just like You. Well done. Margaret ~ LateBloomer
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Hi Jesse, it is so good to see you in print. You have been missed. Your writing is thought-provoking and most relatable. Of note:
I've even sent in my ballot, voting ahead of schedule knowing I will make a difference.
(Yes, every vote counts; very vote makes a difference. It doesn't matter what side of the aisle you are on.)
I'm sorry that Grace, your caregiver, is moving on. I know that you grow fond of your caregivers, and I believe that all of them have been fond of you as well.
I liked your father's saying, "The only constant in life is change."
That saying jogged my memory to when I used to work. I also had a saying ... "The only rule is...there are No rules."
I also liked:
Everything starts from now.
(J, the above is so true.)
Jesse, your writing is heartfelt. I'm cheering for you that One day You will walk across the room with No help at all. How wonderful that will be. Till then. There is hope.
It's so good to see you writing again. One of the best things about FS is that there is always a Light on. Someone is always there. Someone is waiting for someone just like You. Well done. Margaret ~ LateBloomer
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from Gypsy Blue Rose
He'll, Jesse, it's good to hear from you. I love your post, it's very honest and insightful. I know many can relate to it.
I can relate to your personal essay. I suffer from anxiety too. I also suffer from depression but thanks to medication I have been doing well for the last seven years. Finding the right medication and doctor is hard, I am grateful I have both.
Have you thought about asking your doctor if you are depressed? Feeling the blues and depression are different things. But you know best.
I have a hard time with the end of relationships. I understand losing caregivers must be hard.
End of ...
Walking is good for us, well done. You have a positive attitude and that's wonderful.
I voted early too. :)
Gypsy hugs
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He'll, Jesse, it's good to hear from you. I love your post, it's very honest and insightful. I know many can relate to it.
I can relate to your personal essay. I suffer from anxiety too. I also suffer from depression but thanks to medication I have been doing well for the last seven years. Finding the right medication and doctor is hard, I am grateful I have both.
Have you thought about asking your doctor if you are depressed? Feeling the blues and depression are different things. But you know best.
I have a hard time with the end of relationships. I understand losing caregivers must be hard.
End of ...
Walking is good for us, well done. You have a positive attitude and that's wonderful.
I voted early too. :)
Gypsy hugs
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from Mrs. KT
Hello, Jesse,
I love every morsel of your narrative and the positive attitude that is embedded within it.
You pose a number of thoughtful commentaries.
I especially appreciated how you personified your desk - and the approach/avoidance concept it holds for you.
Always remember: "Nose to Toes" Anything is possible; that is for certain!
Much enjoyed, Jesse.
Thank you for sharing!
fondly,
diane
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Hello, Jesse,
I love every morsel of your narrative and the positive attitude that is embedded within it.
You pose a number of thoughtful commentaries.
I especially appreciated how you personified your desk - and the approach/avoidance concept it holds for you.
Always remember: "Nose to Toes" Anything is possible; that is for certain!
Much enjoyed, Jesse.
Thank you for sharing!
fondly,
diane
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024
Comment from patcelaw
This is where we're at and I feel sorry for you that you are dealing with this particular problems in your life. It's not a very comfortable feeling to know that you're losing someone that you cared for. I wish you the very best and I do hope that God will comfort you. Patricia
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This is where we're at and I feel sorry for you that you are dealing with this particular problems in your life. It's not a very comfortable feeling to know that you're losing someone that you cared for. I wish you the very best and I do hope that God will comfort you. Patricia
Comment Written 25-Oct-2024